Elutherius "Lutha" Pahr IV (
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Entry tags:
- brian thomas (marble hornets),
- bucky barnes (mcu),
- ecks (original),
- francel de haillenarte (ffxiv),
- frisk (undertale),
- gregory house (house md),
- hans christian andersen (fate/),
- jade harley (homestuck),
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- phi (zero escape),
- quark (zero escape),
- stephanie brown (dc),
- tony stark (marvel comics),
- zack fair (final fantasy vii)
[network] @ordo; audio; Night 185 [open] [cw: language]
[The microphone crackles for a moment, Lutha struggling to get his tablet in place to speak properly. His voice is just as sullenly tired as usual, though his words have taken a sharp, cross tone.]
Oi. We need to talk.
Last I checked, there's over two dozen of us wandering around this nightmare trap by the museum. Still no food source. Shouldn't be a problem if we have that many people to go in and out, except getting rations takes time, and we can't just have two or three people working on it blindly. Yeah, I know, we just fucking talked about this, what, two weeks ago? But we need some better damn coordination than what we have right now or guess what? You'll all starve to death.
Look. If you're still stuck in this damn maze of tunnels, regardless of what the fuck you're doing, then say something here. We need a damn head count. If you don't want to say specifics about where exactly you are, then just don't. Not my business. I just need to know amounts.
If you're bothering to run rations for anyone in here, either say something here or just talk to me privately. How much you can carry and how fast you can get through this place without hurting yourself are key, and keep in fucking mind it takes almost an entire week to get from that museum to food and back.
[A pause. He lets out a tight breath, a muffled sound against the mic as he rubs at his face with his hand.]
And if you're even thinking to come over here to join the mess of people already crawling through here, use your head a little. Don't just add to the people that are already fighting for food unless you have someone around here to actually back you up reasonably.
Can we just fucking do that much? Alright? Sound easy enough?
[He doesn't answer that before the feed ends.]
Oi. We need to talk.
Last I checked, there's over two dozen of us wandering around this nightmare trap by the museum. Still no food source. Shouldn't be a problem if we have that many people to go in and out, except getting rations takes time, and we can't just have two or three people working on it blindly. Yeah, I know, we just fucking talked about this, what, two weeks ago? But we need some better damn coordination than what we have right now or guess what? You'll all starve to death.
Look. If you're still stuck in this damn maze of tunnels, regardless of what the fuck you're doing, then say something here. We need a damn head count. If you don't want to say specifics about where exactly you are, then just don't. Not my business. I just need to know amounts.
If you're bothering to run rations for anyone in here, either say something here or just talk to me privately. How much you can carry and how fast you can get through this place without hurting yourself are key, and keep in fucking mind it takes almost an entire week to get from that museum to food and back.
[A pause. He lets out a tight breath, a muffled sound against the mic as he rubs at his face with his hand.]
And if you're even thinking to come over here to join the mess of people already crawling through here, use your head a little. Don't just add to the people that are already fighting for food unless you have someone around here to actually back you up reasonably.
Can we just fucking do that much? Alright? Sound easy enough?
[He doesn't answer that before the feed ends.]
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His voice is strained when he speaks, even as he's bringing up hands to defend himself, should Lutha try to get him further. ]
Lutha is taking out his anger on me. [ Clint breathes out to Tony, sounding more tired than anything. ] Might as well just let him.
breaking the order here for an important addendum don't mind me
Not that really made it an excuse to be so complacent and passive. Not in Lutha's eyes. So he's taking another limping step to get right back into arm's reach of Clint, pushing for eye contact, purely seeking confrontation for the sake of it.]
How about you stop fucking cowering. [It's pushed through gritted teeth as he shoves at the upraised hands with his amputated arm, making to grab at Clint's collar with his other hand.]
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How about you calm down and stop trying to hit people? You got your one. That's enough.
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Sharp shooting pain up his spine and down to his wrists have him quiet, closing his eyes for just a second to compose himself. ]
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Fuck off. You don't get to fucking decide that-- [It's louder than it should be, even with how tight his jaw is, but he's stopped caring. His entire body is already trembling with exertion, both physical and emotional, his fingers flexing stiffly against the empty holster at his belt as he shoots another wild-eyed look at Clint over Tony's shoulder.]
Is this your fucking answer, Clint? [The name is sharply pushed off his tongue.] Standing in the background and fucking hiding, backing down, letting other fucking people take up whatever mantle you have? Do you think this is fucking doing anything?
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You're finished. You can argue later after you've cooled off, but right now you need to back off before I move you.
[He doesn't raise his voice. He keeps his words lower, because he doesn't really want to hurt Lutha or make the fight worse. But he stays blocking the way, keeping his eyes on the furious redhead.]
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Do you think beating me up is doing anything? [ Just saying. Clint reaches for Tony, resting a hand on his shoulder. Thanks, buddy. ]
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[It's spat out immediately, twisted with frustration. He'll advance forward again, though with Tony in his way, he won't be able to do much other than hover like a vulture, if that.
His clenched fingers are starting to ache, lips pressing thin as anger slowly unravels into a deep hurt. Smear that sorry excuse of a face across the wall, and maybe, maybe he'd feel justified here. Maybe it would feel like justice.]
You are not allowed to just hide.
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You have something you need to get out, you can do it like this. Keep talking, but I'll take whatever debt you think he owes you. This isn't a fair fight.
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You punched me already, Lutha. Got it out of your system. We can talk about it more, but that's what it's going to be. Talking. Not punching. That's hiding.
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If I'd wanted to hide I wouldn't have fucking agreed to meet with you bastards in the first place. I chose to get off my ass, I chose to do something instead of sitting in some room and being fucking afraid of you, and I at least-- expected someone with your idiotic attempt at ideals to at least try to not be afraid of your own fucking self--
[To have his blood shed, after so long of doing nothing but trying, by someone who now wouldn't even bother to have the same dedication, felt like a slap to the face of the worst sort.]
What the fuck do you think just talking will do when the last goddamn time we talked, you just fell to pleasantries? What kind of an idiot do you think I am?
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Hitting him isn't going to change anything either. It won't make you feel any better, not like this, and you know that.
[Tony somehow ends up talking quietly between them. It is between them, but he doesn't think either Clint or Lutha are really in a good condition for this "talk".]
Clint... Maybe he's right. Maybe you should say something first.
[To prove to Lutha that he's not just running from him. That seems to be what Lutha's trying to get at, at least.]