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Snowblind Moderators ([personal profile] snowblindmods) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg2017-07-22 10:21 am

[log] Noisy Black Part Three - Mingle [closed]

Characters: characters participating in the noisy black event
Location: An office building.
Date: Night 261 - Day 262
Summary: Conversion and exploration.
Warnings: body horror, body trauma, medical horror, psychological trauma, forced IVs/forced feeding, note specifics in subject lines please

Sinners
Converted
Exploration
holmesice: (Frown)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-23 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't want to be converted, I don't want...

[Why was it so difficult to keep his thoughts together? It should be alarming, that his mind was not responding the way it should, but instead it just made him feel more disoriented.]

There needn't be any transition.
warriorscribe: (No problem.  Everything's fine.)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-25 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
But you must be. It's to live in the new world. You'll be well after this, it's all right.

[Because that's reassuring. Enoch's just, as stated, amused by the disorientation. Just a step. One that makes for some interesting conversations. It's a helplessness he enjoys dealing with, less of the gruesome resentment and pain and more something that can simply be talked through.

Amazing, how his desire to help the helpless wound up twisted until it almost, almost resembled what it was.]
holmesice: (Frown)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-25 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
What new world?

[Maybe they'd given them something. Drugged, perhaps? It didn't make any sense why they would, though...]

I really am quite fine just the way I am, thank you.

[He rubbed his temples, trying to sort through the sinking ship of his considerable intellect.]
warriorscribe: (No problem.  Everything's fine.)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-25 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Do you remember where you were before this? Do you believe this is the same world the Prophet lived in?

[It's a patient, teaching tone, meant to lead through encouraging questions. This is the role he's taken up, the only one that makes sense.]
holmesice: (Deadpan)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-25 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Where you lived before? Where was he now? He'd assumed he was still in London...it was London, right?]

London. But I'm not sure I...

[This was alarming.]

Where...what is this place, again!?
warriorscribe: (Only a smile)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-25 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Oddly endearing - also oddly disconcerting. He found the disconcerting more odd in his current state, though once he left it would be the reverse.]

Norfinbury. Do you remember? The Prophet saw when we did not.
holmesice: (Looking down.)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-25 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
Norfinbury.

[Thats right. Literal hell frozen over.

Why wasn't he in London? Couldn't he just go home?]

What--what did they see?
warriorscribe: (Conversational)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-25 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
She saw the end of everything. The old world.

[He likes this one!]

It's good that you're asking questions. It's important to want to learn.
holmesice: (Thinking about it)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-25 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
I don't need to learn, I'm the smart one.

[He was adamant about that. And this new world-old world thing made no sense.]

warriorscribe: (No but really...)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-25 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
You're certainly smarter than certain others. But...clearly, you still do need to learn, so long as you fear conversion. It's all right. It's there to help you, and so are we. So is the Prophet.
holmesice: (Frown)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-25 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
Fear...of course. [He frowned.]

Help? You can't have helped, you've hurt people, you all have hurt everyone here, haven't you?

[He knew that. Those outside, they did this. They were responsible.

Why was it so hard to think?!]
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warriorscribe: (Something's out there...)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-25 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
It's to teach you humility and helplessness.

[This time it's repeated simply, as if learned by rote.]

It can be painful, but it doesn't last forever.
holmesice: (Facepalm.)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-25 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
It's ridiculous and pointless.

[That much he knew.]

You're all mad.
warriorscribe: (Cause for concern)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-26 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't pointless and you're the one who's unwell, friend. You'll see in time. I'm sorry to hear you still resent us. I hope the Prophet comes to take you in, too.

[It's almost as if the brainwashing only consists of a handful of new ideas!]
holmesice: (Default)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-26 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Unfortunately, with the state of his thoughts, he's slightly worried that he is unwell.]

Has a doctor come to see me?

[He can't remember if they had or not. There's other doctors here, right? But they're not...they were hurt, too, weren't they? It all seemed so fuzzy.]
warriorscribe: (Calm)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-26 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
There are no doctors among us yet, but with the Prophet's guidance we're all just as good. I'm not the one assigned to you, however - the one who is will likely guide you better than I. I should still like to do my best to help.

It isn't right, after all, to refuse to aid anyone who needs it.
holmesice: (Musing.)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-26 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Just as good? No, this wasn't right at all.]

If you are insistent on aid, it would benefit me to be released.

[Even in his addled state, that still was a pressing need.]
warriorscribe: (With a pure and virtuous heart)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-26 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid that's a sign you aren't ready yet.

[Because that makes a lot of sense. At least it matches what all the other converts say.]
holmesice: (Default)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-26 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Then how would I know if I was 'ready'?

[He asks this pointedly, almost sarcastically.]
warriorscribe: (Looking back)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-27 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
You will know it. You will know what the Prophet wants of you.

[As if this is self-evident in the slightest.]
holmesice: (Frown)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-27 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
[That just baffled him further.]

I think you're being an idiot. You must be confused.

[Because Mycroft wasn't confused, surely...]
Edited 2017-07-27 04:09 (UTC)
warriorscribe: (How does this work...)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-27 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
It won't seem so idiotic when it's complete, I assure you. This will all make sense in time.

[He's like Beckett, asking questions and probing, but...he's not sure he likes the approach. It's not the same "ready" approach, like he's asking towards a specific end rather than learning for learning's sake.

No, he definitely doesn't like it.]

At least I hope it will...I wouldn't like it if any of you weren't successfully converted.
holmesice: (Unhappy.)

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-27 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Stop talking to me like I'm a child! I'm smarter than you!

[Because that wasn't childish either, Mycroft...]

--wait, what happens if someone doesn't successfully convert? Let me guess, you just kill them? How obvious.
warriorscribe: (Regrets)

[personal profile] warriorscribe 2017-07-28 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want anyone to die...it would be out of my hands if you did. I'm sure you won't. You're all such a promising group. ...Mostly. There are one or two of you I worry for, but...I'm sure we can all make it if we keep trying.

[Exactly what he might say if he wasn't brainwashed, except he wouldn't mean torture and breaking into compliance.]
holmesice: (Default)

CW: Suicide

[personal profile] holmesice 2017-07-28 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[As bewildered as Mycroft was, he still scoffed. He glared at the other.]

What if someone would rather die than be converted?

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