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Snowblind Moderators ([personal profile] snowblindmods) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg2017-07-18 11:27 pm

[log] Noisy Black Part Two - Mingle [closed]

Characters: anyone signed up for the noisy black event
Location: an office building
Date: Night 260, Morning 261, and Day 261
Summary: You give, or are given, medical treatment.
Warnings: body horror, psychological trauma, serious body deformities, please warn for specifics in threads and make sure to note the night/morning/day your thread is taking place

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sleight_of_fate: murder (murder)

[personal profile] sleight_of_fate 2017-07-19 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Moving his head hurts, but he can't help but stare because what he's seeing is so incredibly wrong, he can't quite process it.

He might be hallucinating, but he doesn't think so. Everything so far has that awful crystal-clear clarity of trauma, down to ridiculous details like the way gears mesh together and the copper stink of blood and machinery.

"I'd be fucking amazed everyone survived that," Rhys counters, tugging his cloak against a sudden chill. His tail snags, trying to lash it's way free and sending another spike of pain down his spine. "Seems like some kind of statement, but they're fucking butchers."

termineur: (Stuck)

[personal profile] termineur 2017-07-19 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylar's fine with the staring. He's probably staring quite a bit at everyone himself, and he knows that most of his anatomy doesn't make any sense anymore. He keeps wondering when it's going to stop being propped up by the nanites and start wearing down.

"Yeah," he says quietly, looking at the floor. "They're brainwashed, right now. I'm not sure what the person in charge- whoever that is- thinks he's doing, but." He gives Rhys a very mechanical-looking shrug. "I've seen people get along here with- well, just as bad. Either this is a hallucination or the nanites are keeping us going."
sleight_of_fate: headache (headache)

[personal profile] sleight_of_fate 2017-07-19 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm really starting to fucking hate technology," he mutters, closing his eyes. It feels like it hurts less with his eyes closed.

"I guess they can do what drugs so, because I couldn't fight. But I was awake for the whole thing. Should have gone into shock or passed out, but I couldn't. So yeah. I don't know." He opens his eyes again, even though it makes him feel a little nauseous.

"I don't think it's a hallucination, though. And we can't even get into the other cells to help anyone."

At that last, anger and frustration creeps into his voice. Because even the most minor of comforts would be something.
termineur: (Got an idea)

[personal profile] termineur 2017-07-19 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"We can talk to each other," Gabriel points out with a small huff. It's not much of a consolation. "And truly, you would be amazed at what they can make us hallucinate. I thought for sure I was a person-shaped black hole for two days, and everyone else saw the same. There was a night where everyone ran around killing each other, and we woke up the next morning like nothing happened. The nanomachines can change our perceptions. Not a real comfort, but it means we might just wake up from this."

He looks out at the people who have been returned and then down at his metal hands. "Could've at least given us some anesthesia," he muttered. He was good at ignoring pain if he knew it was coming, but if it was going to stick around for good- his shoulders hurt.
sleight_of_fate: blargh (blargh)

[personal profile] sleight_of_fate 2017-07-19 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm a healer. Normally I could do..." He trails off. Realistically, he couldn't do a lot more, but at least he could feel like he was trying if he wasn't in a cage.

"At least I could get water. Be comforting. Not sit here with my own...tail up my ass." He'd be amused if it wasn't so fucking, horribly perfect, really. He sighs, and starts to shake his head before realizing ow, fuck, no, he doesn't want to do that.

"Waking up would be good. I'm not gonna count on it, but that's good to know. Reality's always been kind of a flexible concept since I got hit by a car anyway." There's a story behind that. Maybe he'll tell it someday.

For now, thought, he looks at Sylar, who seems...way too calm. "How do you actually feel??"
Edited 2017-07-19 20:18 (UTC)
termineur: (Brand New Day)

[personal profile] termineur 2017-07-19 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
The car thing? He will be asking about that later. For now, they've sadly got more pressing concerns.

He's a little surprised when Rhys asks about him, though. "Oh, like a robot. A robot with way too many pain receptors." His smile is bitter and shakes his head. "This isn't my first time getting crap shoved in my brain. Just the first time I haven't been able to take it out. I'm sure I'll have my breakdown eventually. If we can stagger them, at least, we won't all get caught at a bad time."

Trying to be practical is the only thing Gabriel can think of, right now.
sleight_of_fate: jaded (jaded)

[personal profile] sleight_of_fate 2017-07-21 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Practical works. It's a way to keep the mind steady, focus on action rather than mind-shattering horror, and Rhys is all for that and trying to stay functional.

"I don't know if I feel good or bad about knowing I'm always going to lose Misery Poker here. But...I'm glad you're holding up, at least." He lets his breath out, and turns his head as best he can. It's not very well, and in the end he just winds up closing his eyes again.

"If I ever wanted to go into porn, though, I'll have a hell of a gimmick if I ever get out of here."
termineur: (Thoughtful)

[personal profile] termineur 2017-07-21 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylar chuckles at the joke, sounding a little bitter. "Don't you find the silver linings, huh?" He shakes his head, one of the only movements he's got now that isn't stuck to the clockwork. "Pretty sure we're all winning at Misery Poker in here, though. They dealt a full house to every one of us."

He looks over their situation a millionth time- the bars, the cells, the floors- and he sighs. "Sure wish I had a plan right about now."
sleight_of_fate: donotwant (donotwant)

[personal profile] sleight_of_fate 2017-07-22 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Gotta find a bright side somewhere, and tails are sexy," he comments wryly, glancing back at his.

Actually, his is creepy, especially since he knows that whatever they put into it to make it work like that did not come from his own body. Which means there's some kind of foreign, living muscle stapled into his nervous system. Which is just gross and creepy and really disturbing. Combined with the fact that he has no real control over it, there's some serious disconnect going on there.

He wouldn't be surprised if it eventually gets its own thoughts together and tries to strangle him in the night. He's seen this movie before.

"I think the plan right now pretty much comes down to 'wait for an opportunity and try not to do anything stupid'," he agrees, voice tinged with melancholy. He doesn't like this either, especially knowing that he's one of the ones in the best shape and he still can't do anything.

He has no idea how long that's going to last, or what the next round of "convincing" is going to bring.

"At least if we're doing nothing, though, we can say we're recovering and saving our strength. That's...something at least." He heaves himself up, waiting for the world to stop wavering before he slowly hitches toward the sink.
termineur: (Worn down and worried)

[personal profile] termineur 2017-07-22 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," Sylar says quietly. "Doesn't feel much better about doing nothing, of course. But sometimes it's best to wait. We have to be smart about this." Because even those who struggled with all their might didn't get any farther than he did.

It was clear in his face, though- he was already tired. How they were going to get through his, he had no idea.