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[network] @Chillinski; snowhell goes orphan black; afternoon 42; video [open]
-- if it's not actually what we think, like, it's this place that's real and us who aren't?
[The video starts abruptly, like the one recording is too hasty, too anxious to wait for the camera to start working before he's already talking; and so the first sentence is cut off in the beginning. The video shows Stiles, sitting on the floor of what seems to be a basement, leaning against a door. Very little else is seen; the video focuses on his face.
It's nothing out of the ordinary that he's speaking with his hands flailing through the air, making gestures -- but his face looks drawn, tired, like something more than his usual anxiety mixed with his babbling.]
Just, consider this, okay? Everything we know so far indicates that this place is, you know, real, at least in the sense that the possessed people knew about galaxies that exist in the real world, and historical events that have actually happened. So what if we're the ones who don't match? What if we think we're real but aren't? [A pause as he coughs, turns to look over his shoulder at-- the door? before continuing.]
I mean, obviously we're real in the sense we're alive, but what if we're not who we think? We could be clones of the real us, and the real us are back home, that's why nobody back home has realized we've even left or anything, because we haven't. And that's why we're so easily revived when we die, because they just make a new clone and implant the same memories as the previous clone had!
[He speaks all of this in quick succession, like a revelation, like he's completely convinced this could be the actual truth. His eyes carry a strange look.]
I guess it's impossible to confirm, but, I just-- [He waves his hand to indicate thought to share the theory, and the movement hits the tablet that clatters down from where Stiles had it propped against his knee; for a few, blurry moments, it shows a door, beaten and battered, with dents and scorch marks, like someone has tried really hard to get it to open. On top of all that, there is a spiral drawn on the door in red marker.
Those who have been to the chapel might recognize it to be the morgue, the door to be one of those that hold inside the bodies of those who may have died here. (This particular door holds inside the body of one Malia Tate, Stiles's girlfriend. Suffice to say he's not taking her loss very well.)
A hand comes to view, and the tablet is turned upright again. Stiles peers down, scratching his chin with the hand that isn't holding the recorder.]
Oops, sorry. But, um, anyway-- that's it, I guess. Clones. Discuss.
[Beep. The video goes black.]
[The video starts abruptly, like the one recording is too hasty, too anxious to wait for the camera to start working before he's already talking; and so the first sentence is cut off in the beginning. The video shows Stiles, sitting on the floor of what seems to be a basement, leaning against a door. Very little else is seen; the video focuses on his face.
It's nothing out of the ordinary that he's speaking with his hands flailing through the air, making gestures -- but his face looks drawn, tired, like something more than his usual anxiety mixed with his babbling.]
Just, consider this, okay? Everything we know so far indicates that this place is, you know, real, at least in the sense that the possessed people knew about galaxies that exist in the real world, and historical events that have actually happened. So what if we're the ones who don't match? What if we think we're real but aren't? [A pause as he coughs, turns to look over his shoulder at-- the door? before continuing.]
I mean, obviously we're real in the sense we're alive, but what if we're not who we think? We could be clones of the real us, and the real us are back home, that's why nobody back home has realized we've even left or anything, because we haven't. And that's why we're so easily revived when we die, because they just make a new clone and implant the same memories as the previous clone had!
[He speaks all of this in quick succession, like a revelation, like he's completely convinced this could be the actual truth. His eyes carry a strange look.]
I guess it's impossible to confirm, but, I just-- [He waves his hand to indicate thought to share the theory, and the movement hits the tablet that clatters down from where Stiles had it propped against his knee; for a few, blurry moments, it shows a door, beaten and battered, with dents and scorch marks, like someone has tried really hard to get it to open. On top of all that, there is a spiral drawn on the door in red marker.
Those who have been to the chapel might recognize it to be the morgue, the door to be one of those that hold inside the bodies of those who may have died here. (This particular door holds inside the body of one Malia Tate, Stiles's girlfriend. Suffice to say he's not taking her loss very well.)
A hand comes to view, and the tablet is turned upright again. Stiles peers down, scratching his chin with the hand that isn't holding the recorder.]
Oops, sorry. But, um, anyway-- that's it, I guess. Clones. Discuss.
[Beep. The video goes black.]
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And yet, he doesn't want to acknowledge that holes in this argument would mean Malia... that Malia is...]
I don't know what I believe anymore, okay?! [So he yells out, burying his head in the cradle his arms make, leaning on his knees.]
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Then believe me when I say we're not clones, it's impossible. Even if they could create copies of so many different species, how would they know our entire lives to feed into their memories? Even our personal experiences, our secrets, our pasts? Those are all the things that make us who we are, and you can't copy that even if you were capable of copying the body.
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But if we're really us, then--
[Then.] ... then when we die here, we're really dead. [Then Malia is really dead.]
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[He can't sugar coat that truth, it's something that they all have to face up to and live with. What is more horrifying to him isn't that the deaths are real, it's that by extension this means the revivals are real as well.]
Did... did someone you know die?
[He has no idea that someone might have been Stiles himself.]
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... yeah.
[He breathes out, looks back at the door he's leaning against. At what lies behind it.] Malia Tate. Her name-- it was in the obituaries. She... she's, uh. From back home. [And his girlfriend, but he hardly needs to say as much, from the way his eyes are watering and he's biting his lip to keep his voice from breaking entirely.]
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I'm so sorry, was she... did you speak to her here before--
[Before she died?]
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[He coughs, licks his lower lip. Breathes out.] She was with me for four days before... one morning, she was just. Gone.
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[Did she not make it inside that night? A monster get her? He's not heard of anyone just vanishing before, and that would be a worrying trend to start.]
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I-- I don't know. She might have gone out, she-- she's kind of... uh, rash, I guess. Doesn't think before she does things. If she saw a monster, she would have gone after it, never mind she didn't really have any--
[--werecoyote powers to use, he means to say, but bites it back.]
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Stiles...
[He hates the idea of his friend alone and having to bear this by himself.]
If she did that it was probably to keep you safe, you should-- you should make sure not to waste that gift.